do you ever get in those moods where you don’t know how to feel and everything kinda feels mixed up and you’re just sitting there alone in your room trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with you
there is just so much suffering and sadness and horrible things in the world, so much useless and pointless suffering. please spend your time on this earth making people feel loved. please love one another. reach out to someone who is hurting. appreciate others, and love others. there’s too much useless sadness in this world.
Though my scars have healed, I would really like to get these covered with a Beatles tattoo. The three scars under my tattoo are from my last mental hospitalization (almost 3 months ago) in which I scratched my skin to create those scars. It was one of the darkest days I have ever suffered through. I want to look at my arm and see hope, not remember such dark days.