Yesterday after warped tour I got the worst migraine in the history of migraines ever in the car trying to find my other friends car. My boyfriend was sitting up front playing music but got out to sit with me because he could tell I was in so much pain. He held me and tried to calm me down as I was sobbing on his chest in pain. He was rubbing my back and trying to get me to breathe normally again. I can’t tell you how much it meant to me that he held me and did everything he could to try and make me feel better. No one has ever done those little things for me before.. I really feel like I’ve found my soulmate at last.
Panic disorder sucks dick because if you think you could be in a situation that could trigger a panic attack, you just automatically assume you will have that panic attack and then you start to have anxiety about having a possible panic attack. DO YOU SEE MY PROBLEM.
pictures I take of my boyfriend vs pictures he takes of me (without my knowledge.) we look like we would be this hardcore couple but he’s extremely ticklish and I’m a total sap.
and that fact that he had to block a now ex-friend of his on fb because i told him how badly that friend of his fucked up my head. the fact that he blocked him so he didnt get the urge to kick his teeth in makes me so happy.
my boyfriend and i have seen each other every day for 23 days straight. it makes me so god damn happy that he spends so much time with me c: my heart melts when i think about that.